joyful expansion

 that's all of our lives purpose...  Expansion the joyful part is optional for all of us.  

My life is good. I love knowing that my life is a deliberate creation .  I love that my life keeps getting better and better as I allow my frequency to rise.  on the way home from work today, I felt as if I was in my 20's. Im so happy. Julie may be here for a day or two this week. This should be fun.

My life is full of adventure . 

can I publish

I wrote a post awhile back but I messed with the background. Anyway I couldn't get it to publish...so this is a test.

This is fun for me

 

Looking back at where my head was at is very interesting to me. I find that some of the things I've written are actually hard for me to understand . My vibration has changed so much that I almost can't comprehend what I  wrote back then. Sometimes I think what was I thinking... How delusional  was I? LOL. Maybe, maybe not. It does not matter it's never wrong and I'm never done so I can only move forward Ahh starting t understand why she only wanted $50.00 for this laptop Some keys don't work so well So if their are any typos thatch why ! HA!!

 

I've come to understand sooooo many more things. My life.my spirit my everything has changed by Quantum leaps. I'm working at the Waffle Iron in Prescott and for my aunt. I just got back from my cousin's husbands funeral. He hung himself in the desert. I believe it was a result of the election believe it or not.  I was able to get out to California for the funeral and to be there for Jewels. I had lunch with my mom 1 day. She not only bought my lunch but she gave me money to get my tools out of the pawn shop that I pawned them at last year when I was stuck out there and she filled up my gas tank.

 

Life is all about feeling the joy in the moment.
Be it appreciating the contrast for the clarity it provides or enjoying the exhilaration pulsating through my whole being.

Love is

Today, im doing things differently

Abraham  says go wide when anxiety focuses on what you don't want. It took about a month of truly appreciating all that is.the good,  the bad, the indifferent. And when I say accepting the bad, I look.for what it's teaching me. I look for what benefit I'm getting in from having this in my reality. Because there has to be something or it wouldn't be there. I did this for about a month, and much to my surprise ,things changed! I do this in combination with meditation, and spiritual appreciation, evolving gratitude and appreciation of myself in my reality and what I've created. Connecting with my inner being asking for  and receiving inspired actions.
And acting on my inspired actions. Look for clarity let me see inspired actions start with inspired thoughts and acting on inspired thoughts is necessary.
   So one day, I was inspired to reply to an post on Facebook that as it turns out, was an acquaintances of mine . She needed someone for the day.. She replied back with a minute. And I noticed that she had only posted the ad for minutes prior. And I know it was not coincidence.
My living situation was troubling at best. Was chaotic and very stressful. It was very frustrated and the choices for drastic.
I happily went to the job the following day. The job, which was doing some furniture moving for a lady at that I had met and of course in miracles. Who I really liked and seemed to click with. She was doing it as a birthday present for a man that I knew from A Course in Miracles.

So by the end of the day I have a new job  a new place to live  and I am so grateful and I am in such amazement of how well everHey hing is falling together and into place . There's only one explanation,  the vortex  it's open !

Coming forth into this physical body

I'm reading 'Ask and It Shall Be Given' and read this statement: "When you made the decision to come forth into this physical body, you fully understood your eternal connection to Source Energy, and you knew that your emotions would be constant indicators that would let you know, in every moment, your current relationship with Source Energy". The problem I have understanding this is that throughout our lives as we grow from child to teen to young adult to older adult, our emotions and thoughts are all over the place. Some ideas and thoughts we have as a teen are really not in our best interest, long term, no matter how enthusiastic we are at the time. So how could that be thought of as connecting with Source? We feel good in the moment, we think it's a positive path for us to be on because it feels good but later in life we find it wasn't a good path for us. Our thought processes mature, etc. So I'm not sure how at any given time in our lives we can be sure we are on a good path just because our emotions tell us we feel good about something. Lets say you have a family, small children. You're still a young parent so part of you resents that you can no longer spend alot of time with your friends, going out partying whenever you want, etc. You know that being with friends and partying feel good and that tending to your parental obligations all the time feels burdensome. So you choose to neglect spending time with your children in favor of having a strong personal life with friends. Over the years your children grow up, they are used to not having you around and build their own life with other supports. As you get older and your old friends fade away, you want to turn to your adult children for companionship. But they have their own lives and have no real connection with you, so don't want to see you. You're heartbroken and lonely. So that seems to be not true, that whatever makes us feel good in the moment is always good for us. (This scenario is just an example to illustrate, it's not something I've done).

Dont look at what's missing

You have created this vision of all of this and you're contradicting your own vision by looking at your current reality! Ooo … did you hear how powerful that is?! When you’re pointing out what’s missing from your life that you want, you keep 'what’s missing' active in your vibration and you prevent it from coming. It's time for you to figure out that you can feel better in the not having of it, in order to have it. -Abraham